so as most of you know this place has been pretty dead for a while. a lot of stuff has happened; without going too much into detail i've been quite unwell since about june last year. this has come to a head in the past month or so where severe anxiety- and stress-related illness has rendered me unable to do pretty much anything, either online or irl. some might have noticed that i've been absent from cirque as well. this is due to the above.

tl;dr if my personal circumstances don't change it's going to aggravate an already delicate cardiac situation into something a hell of a lot more serious. i'm going for blood tests next week to make sure it's not something like chronic fatigue syndrome or ms. wish me luck. i've already had to quit uni over this.

i'm so sorry about the wait with commissions, about everything that i've said or done in the past months. it's not professional in the least. i hate myself for it and i hate that i can't do much anymore. some days are good. and some, not so much. people who are tired of waiting for commissions, i'm happy to refund your patience.

- ariel